Now what? Finding a new way to live is not easy Can I just dump all the old scripts, learnings and habits? I still have to make a living, communicate to some degree with others. Interact with a species over the years I have grown to resent and mistrust.
That is where life has taken me so far. I resent mistrust and sometimes despise my own kind and myself. Isolated in some kind of shell of my own creation not living not dead.
Today I have stepped out of that shell. O ya I still have some junk with me years and years of junk but today I seek a new way to live, new learnings new habits a new faith.